Dear Daddy

Daddy,
It broke my heart to lose you
But, you didn't go alone
Part of me went with you
I'll miss you the rest of my life
You won't be there to walk me down the aisle
You won't me there when my first child get born
I'll always be daddy's girl even now you're gone.

Dad...
I know you've loved me as long as I've lived
But, I loved you my whole life
Your battle is over now, no more tears flowing down your cheek
No more pain, no more suffering
Now you're no longer weak
I still don't understand why this had happen to you...
But, I'm proud to say you are my daddy
The greatest man I ever knew.

Although you will not be here to walk me down the aisle
When that day come I know you will be by my side with a smile
You were always there for me ad never once made me cry
until the day you closed your eyes and had to say goodbye

Now, you're my angel..
So spread your wings out wide
Please wrap them around me whenever you see me cry
Our time together was memorable and you have been taken way too fast
But, the most precious thing to me was you being there for my first breath
and me being there for your last...

My heart still ashes in sadness
My tears still flow
For what  it meant to lose you..
No one will ever know
Althought you can't be there with me
We're truly not apart until the final breath I take
You'll be living in my heart..

My guardian angel is my DAD in heaven
I love you my daddy :) :*

Blank Space - Taylor Swift

My favourite song

When I got a blank space baby... I'll write your name :*

Saturday, November 2014

Sabtu...
Lalalalalaaaa............


Hari ini schedule padet pake banget...
Itu tadinya..
Karena ada beberapa ada jadwal yang cancel..

Hari ini ada banyak cerita..
Yup dimulai dari pagi hari...
Janjian sama dije jam 11.00 wib tapi seperti biasa gue ngaret hehe..
Lagi dije janji jam 11 di kampus jam stgh 11 udah nongkrong aje..
Ambil hardcover..
Rencana mau liat jadwal wisuda,, tetapi ternyata sebelum gue liat sendiri
Elly udah nyampe duluan di kampus, dan tuh anak ga sabar sampe nelfon gue
cuma ngabarin kalo kita pada wisuda Januari..
Gue cuma bisa ngakak,,, hahaha
Gue ngarepnya sih minggu depan..
Tapi ga kecewa2 amat sih gue nya.. hehe

Tapi ada senengnyaa dong..
Nilai ujian skripsi dapet A..
Tapi A minus
tapi seinget gue di kertas nilai pas mau sidang kemaren emang nilai yang paling tinggi
itu nilai nya A minus dehh..
Senangggggggggggg............... *flying*

Hari ini penuh dengan cerita..
Ga cuma kecewa plus senang juga,,
Ada cerita lain juga nihh...
Dj kesel sama gue, hari pake ujan segala..
Skripsi lembar pengesahannya perlu rev lagi,,,
arghhhhh,,,,,,,,,,,, keseeeeeeeeeeellllllllll..........
Untung ditemenin sama si eka.. *hug

Dan sempat kenal sama anak IT kampus
Yang mau bantu gue
Dengan senang hati, dan mau aja gue suruh nungguin skripsi gue..
Namanya Dino kalo ga salah deh..


Jeng jeng jengggggg.......
Jam 1an
urusan di kampus udah kelar..
Time for kumpul2 seru alias arisan bareng my besties
Tapi gue masi aja kepikiran sama 2 cowo yang bener2 buat gue down..
Mereka ngirim message yang bener2 nunjukkin kekecewaan mereka sama gue..
Mereka bener2 bikin gue down, kepikiran, ga selera ngapa2in..
Dan gue sendiri bingung harus apa..
Satu ngeremove gue dari fb nya..
Satu lagi ngedelcon gue dari BBM nya
SeKECEWA itu kah sama gue..
Segitu nya kah